wish i wasn’t tired of this life, wish i wasn’t afraid of death …
time’s running out, and still unsure of what i’m chasing in life …
life update
I haven’t written for a long time due to some factors. It could be that i have lost interest in writing or maybe i have been too busy.
Well anyway i have started my internship program in a small company. There’s nothing special about this company except that it develops a tax software that helps many tax agents in Malaysia.
It has actually been a month i have worked here. Everyday my job is to assist the customers who are using the software, help with the administration stuffs and do some testing on the latest version of the software that hasn’t been released yet.
I’m not sure if i can say that i enjoy my work but i have to take it as an opportunity of gaining experience. In fact i do learn something new everyday, like getting used to talking with people on the phone and some simple networking stuffs. Although i may not be able to learn a lot of taxation stuff as i have hoped, but i do gain a few inputs on the latest taxation rules in Malaysia which is a good thing. Right now i just need to improve more on my communication skills and sharpen my English.
Moving on to the sad part, i’m kind of spiritually empty inside at the moment. All the good intentions that i had were not followed by action. I feel sorry for my mom who has to stay alone at home everyday when me and my brother are at work. She doesn’t has any transport to go anywhere because i have to use the car to go to work. I’m always worried if anything bad happens to her which is why i give up hanging out with my friends after work.
